I know that this waiting will come to an end but on days like today it seems as if the end will never be here. I feel anxious and like nothing can satisfy me. I want my Son's home. I have completed their room and now have to work on the playroom but no matter how much I do I can't quench this need to have them home and in my arms. I am frustrated today and depressed and feeling like I can burst in to tears at any moment. I know that this journey is so completely out of my control and that when God says the time is right the time will be right. To know that is one thing, to live it is something completely different.
We are waiting for a court date and are praying that we hear something this week.
Lord please give me strength and patience while the wait to bring our Sons home continues
